And as I watch her get her nails done from afar I can’t help but think I’m gonna spend the rest of my life with her. She was never anything close to easy to figure out or even to deal with but there was always something about her that made me think we could be. The way she looks, the way she talks, the way she just wants to be happy and I only want the same may be the reason that’s so hard to explain. The reason she is strong is because she had to be and the reason I am weak is because I was never challenged enough to grow into the way I should be. I met her when we were young and we grew into adults thinking why couldn’t the ones we thought we loved be in love with us. The answer we may never know but I do know that she is just perfect for me. She was always angry and always mean but who wouldn’t be after your ex does to you what was done to her. She is a master piece a fuckin Mona Lisa shit even a Banksy couldn’t compare to her worth. She makes my nights bright when the sky is pitch black and makes my days not seem so hot on a summer day in so cal. She makes life just seem better than what it was before I got close to her. And at night when I get close enough to feel her breath, when I get close enough to see even the most hidden parts of her, when it’s just us alone and I feel her whisper I love you onto my lips that’s when I know she will forever be my always.
“One of the most expensive things you could ever do is pay attention to the wrong people.”
— Dr. Henry Cloud
